We have had Donovan since Friday morning. It has been nice to have him. He has started to eat on his own and ask for fluids, so he is on the mend! He does get winded very easily and is rather grouchy. He hates it when Gavin touches him.

Gavin loves having his brother here to visit. He just wants to hug on him, pinch him, play with him. He doesn't get that his brother needs a little space. He has a fever today, and is most likely cutting teeth.

I'm pretty sure that we are going to lose this baby. It is only a matter of time. I'm struggling with it. I asked Scott for another blessing, but he hasn't given me one. I'm a bit frustrated, but since I haven't reminded him it isn't his fault I guess. I just hope that things progress naturally so that I don't have to have surgery.